Gardening!!!

Oh man! I am so excited to garden this year. I know that I say that EVERY year, and EVERY year I think to myself, "Self, what were you thinking?" I think that the difference is that I only have a few things that I want to grow this year, so I have a reality based goal...haha, plus when I worked 3 on and 4 off, I was pretty much always tired, and my time always seemed to disappear?! Now, I have a normal job, but I have time in the morning to maybe do a bit of watering. And in the evening, sit out back and tend my garden for a few minutes while me and my lady enjoy the sunset, etc. Another thing is that the things that I want to plant all have different time lines, so I don't have to do it all at once. Another part of it is that "we" are stronger, and if I were to tell her, I am going to tell her, that I want to spend that half an hour, etc, out back, hopefully she would come out there with me. Even if not to work, but just to be near me and such. Maybe not if I asked today... but I bet if I caught her on a good day. ;)

Even if she doesn't want to come out back with me... I need to learn to do stuff that I want to do even if she is not into it. That is easier said than done. She tells me to do these things, and I know that I should, but it can be hard when she is asking me to go do nothing with her. I have to just go do it.. It is the best thing for me. Even if laying around watching movies seems more fun, and calls to me. I have so many plans, I need to not just dream, but act...Maybe Ill make a sampler with that on it! Haha!