Don't know when the last time I blogged was... This weekend was lost in a haze. Yesterday sucked... I was dizzy and nauseous and last night I had a KILLER headache. I took 4 showers just trying to calm the pain. WTF man! That was terrible. I am still not that much better today. Still kinda dizzy, but mostly only when I stand up. Yesterday the room was spinning, while I was in bed, the whole house! Today, it is just me. Not as nauseous today, but my head still hurts. I can only take so much medication or Ill make myself sick.
Wow, listen to me, pity party much!? I could go home, I mean my boss has said so, but I don't want to waste my sick hours, and honestly, what good would going home do? If I sleep today, Ill be twitchy tonight, like I was today. So I suck it up and carry on. I am going to miss hours tomorrow taking My Grrrl to the airport, something else I am NOT looking forward to. Her being gone, that is. And Friday, I will miss the whole afternoon going to get Cara from Socorro. Blah.
Our friend is supposed to come over tonight. To talk, to see My Grrrl off, not sure. Don't really want to have "a talk". There is not much to say. I mentioned something, and now everything seems to be in a whirlwind again ( this is mostly my headache talking ) I did not in anyway mean that I wanted to start things again, just that I can't help that I think about it sometimes and get excited. Bottom line is that I don't want that for me. I am trying really hard not to feel like because My Grrrl talks about it to me, that she is trying to push me, I do feel that way a bit, but I don't think that she means to, I think that is my "need to please" kicking in. Either way, I can't let myself go down a path that I DON'T want.
Anyhow, head is killing me again, maybe some more water and lunch would help!
That is all for now. Wait, today is Foto Fun day. Well, I have not taken many pictures lately. I have taken some on my iPad. Not that impressed with them, not like what I get with my other camera. Good Grief, I don't even remember what it is. I think that it is a Cannon, but I am not sure... WOW, that sucks! haha
Oh well, no pics today is the bottom line...
Have a good Monday!
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