Tuesday, December 13th, 2011

Today is rainy and the sort of day that I wish that I could be in bed with my baby and knit and watch TV, and doze!

 

My mentor just invited me to lunch, I am stoked! I am so sad to see her go, but yesterday, my boss asked me if I had applied for that job. I was blown away that she would even think that I was up to that standard! I told her so, she said I rock and I could totally do it... Wow, and the compliments just keep on coming! :) BIG SMILE!

 

Tonight is knitting class, I hope like hell some people show up, only have 5 RSVP's so far, 1 no, a three "maybe if the weather holds" which it won't because all of those ladies live in the mountains, better to be safe at home than here and sorry! However, the teacher said she will be there, she is even bringing some of her co-workers! I am hoping that she will have the time to teach me to purl. I am excited about that and I have NO FLIPPIN IDEA WHAT IT IS!!! LOL!

 

Tonight, My Grrrl and I are going to make a necklace for my mentor as a going away present, that will be nice I think she will like it! I hope that she will.

 

Anyhow, a few more things to get done before I go to lunch!

 

I can't wait for this week to be over! Is it wrong that I kind of want Cara to go live with her Dad, and I want her to go now? She is so draining sometimes. I love her, but if I cannot make her happy, and she thinks that her Dad can, then how would it be fair? Oh, I don't know, she is my favorite too, so I am really stumped, but I have gotten so used to going up to my room after dinner and such, and being available that way, but that is not enough for Cara, and that sucks... Grrr...

 

Oh well, My Grrrl is right, she has to finish out the school year here. Maybe that will be enough time for both of us to change for the better....I do want to be more available, I do want Marie to come under control and stop being a jerk, we all want that. I just don't know what to do, and I make grandiose plans and I cant keep them sometimes...I am just so tired and I need a break from all of them. What I would not give for a vacation, just me and My Grrrl...maybe next spring we can go away for the weekend to the cabin for our anniversary? That would be awesome! I will have to see about making that happen. I want to go to the cabin a lot with the kids, but just me and My Grrrl would be nice too!

 

OK, well almost time for lunch!

 

Misty