Why Am I Not Stronger

A doc just called me and was rude to me. He made me cry. I tried to stand up to him and explain why he needed to fill out the form that I sent him. I did not cry on the phone, so at least I have that to hold on to...

 

What I don't understand is why I am crying. It is not a big deal. I let my boss know that he is not playing the game like we need him to. That I did what I should have, which was explain why he needed to use the form, there is a protocol...but I am the one in my office crying...WTH?

 

I should have called in sick today... This is bullshit...

 

I feel better just getting it out, and I am pretty sure that I have PMS, so that doesn't help, but really... What a funking jerk... I am pretty sure that I am going to break down and get a soda, and blame it on him.. haha!

 

Now I feel better!

 

Thanks for listening, and...

 

 Happy Summer Solstice!