Rant of The Day 6.28.12

I just heard a lady complaining to her kids because there were not enough toys in the waiting room for her kids to play with while they waited for her appt. Excuse me...when did it become someone else's responsibility to entertain your kids? I make my kids bring something to keep themselves entertained. A book, a video game... Whatever... It is not your responsibility to keep my kids happy when they are out and about, and it is not anyone else's responsibility to keep yours happy!

 

This is what is wrong with the world today. Nothing is every anyone's responsibility. Everything is someone else's responsibility or fault...

 

Heaven help us. Goodness knows most of "us" won't help ourselves...

 

Thank you for reading my rant of the day! LOL

Busy Busy Busy Day

I went in early, after not the best night of sleep. I got off early. Busted my booty in the garage... Now, it is nice, it is a craft room type thing again.

On another note... My Grrrl and I just keep getting better! Lovin' it, lovin' life, and mostly, lovin' her! she made me a foot soak for my tired tootsies... And I am listening to Anthrax and Public Enemy, bring the noise... I miss watching "Behind The Music"...I even miss Flava of Love, a tiny bit...LOL

Time to rinse and lotion my feet...battery on iPad at 19%. Darn you Sims! So addictive and fun, mind numbing, just what I need tonight!

Blessed Be!
Misty

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Why Am I Not Stronger

A doc just called me and was rude to me. He made me cry. I tried to stand up to him and explain why he needed to fill out the form that I sent him. I did not cry on the phone, so at least I have that to hold on to...

 

What I don't understand is why I am crying. It is not a big deal. I let my boss know that he is not playing the game like we need him to. That I did what I should have, which was explain why he needed to use the form, there is a protocol...but I am the one in my office crying...WTH?

 

I should have called in sick today... This is bullshit...

 

I feel better just getting it out, and I am pretty sure that I have PMS, so that doesn't help, but really... What a funking jerk... I am pretty sure that I am going to break down and get a soda, and blame it on him.. haha!

 

Now I feel better!

 

Thanks for listening, and...

 

 Happy Summer Solstice!

 

Tuesday Snooze Day

Bad, busy day. Face hurts, head hurts... It's to hot to be allowed... Just want to sleep for a week...thought getting my teeth pulled would fix all of this... Not so much. :(


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We Are Our Own Support...

This past week has brought many enlightenments into our families. Mostly My Grrrls. And I feel, for the first time, that she is seeing some things that I have seen, but have not wanted to push, because, after all, it is her Mother, and her mother has been there for us many times. Heck, she paid our bills while I finished school. NEVER WILL FORGET OR STOP BEING THANKFUL FOR THAT

 

However, when it comes to our kids, or I guess it is MY kids, that makes it is the problem that it is... when it comes to the kids that we raise, they are not on the same level with her other "grand kids" It has been this way for many years, and while I did not want to believe it, while I wanted to always see the excuses that sh gave as the truth, not just a way to get out of spending time with our kids, I see it now for what it is...

 

I will never understand why it is that she does not want to spend time with our kids, especially when my 17 year old offers to HELP with all of the kids that she was complaining of having to entertain? Other people use her as an effing babysitting service. We are basically punished because we are courteous... WHAT THE HELL! How is that fair? Hurt me, I can deal, I am a grown up, it is part of life, but DON'T YOU DARE HURT MY KIDS... Make them feel unwanted, and worse, My Grrrl, she feels these things too. unwanted, treated unfairly, and then, to be told that they are over reacting, imagining things... That is not fair either. Those are head games. NOT COOL...

 

My Dad, who was an awesome Grandpa for someone that lived in another state, is gone.. My mother is crazy. My mother is crazy, my sister is always busy, but does what she can...My Grrrl's Dad and Step Mom, who favor her brother's daughter a tad over ours (which I can understand...) but who are AWESOME nonetheless... LIVE IN DENVER... My Grrrl is right, it is not fair and they need to come home...That just leaves her mom, which apparently, we are not good enough for?

 

My kids are going to grow up wanting an extended family, the same way that I long for one. Hopefully they will find more happiness on that front, than I have... I know that I will be there for them and their kids, the way that my mom, and I am sad to have to admit, my mother in law, have not...

 

I love My Grrrl. We are getting stronger by the day and I am so very happy for that. It hurts me when things hurt her. I won't even go into what her brother did in this whole situation...We have to figure out how to be everything that we need from others, just by ourselves, in our house. It would be nice to have someone to take the kids so we could have a weekend away, but that can wait until Robert is 18 I guess? We will still be going strong then, so I guess it can wait.. for now, we will have to make the most of our Saver's and Target dates <3

 

 

 

Thursday, June 14th 2012

Happy Thursday! What a week, glad it is almost over!  I get off early tomorrow, and we will go grocery shopping, and to Savers to see if the Futon Frame we could make use of on the front porch is still there, and I will be happy to be off of work ;)

 

Not much new going on. Still working on way to many projects... Still trying to loose weight, and it is not working... ugh...

 

Next week, I plan on starting getting up half and hour early to do the Wii fit. The boxing especially look like it will kick my butt! ;)

 

My eyes are itchy and I don't really have any motivation today... I could have just stayed home and spent the day in bed doing needlepoint! Oh well, I am here, better just do it, and be the "supergirl" that everything thinks that I am! haha!

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

Saturday, June 9th, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLE!

We went to the Comic Expo! So much fun! I got my picture taken in the Delorian from Back to The Future! We had so much fun!!! Then we went to see Jimmy at Grammas, then we all came back here and now we are bull shitting.

Jimmy went home, we took a nap, now I need to pee, and I don't wanna get up, but I need to!

Not sure about dinner, but I just wanna relax. My Grrrl is crashed out. Maybe more "killing stuff". She plays video games, and I might do my needle point.

Great end to a great day!

Blessed Be!
Misty


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Wednesday, June 6th, 2012

So tired today. It is because I am dehydrated. I weighed 1.5 pounds more this morning than yesterday, and I walked to and from the bus...Turns out...It is because I am dehydrated, one of my providers told me that... Strange, but Ill take it!

 

Not much time to blog today, I am just trying to get back into the routine, but I don't even know why anymore...Nicole has a blog, because she is doing something amazing, so people read it...for me, this is more like Journaling! And heaven knows, I have enough journals, that I do not need to be doing this in cyberspace. I should be using one of my many lovely journals! Well see...

 

Back to work now... or should I say, back to trying to stay awake!

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

 

 

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Tuesday June 5th, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE!

 

Started a diet, for lack of a better word, yesterday. Doing pretty good. Last night, we had fire time, and put keep sake boxes in the attic above our room.

 

Today has been a busy day...Marie was in a bus accident...My Grrrl had PT... Cara went to her boyfriends...Robert is doing who knows that, and I have had so much tea that my back teeth are floating...I had a bag of chips, bad idea. I feel so tired. I could lay down right now...I need to remember that next time I think that I want a bag of chips...

 

I got tickets for My Grrrl and I to go to Comic Expo this weekend! So excited! It will require that I rearrange some things on Saturday, but no big deal!

 

That is all for now, I have to get back to work now!

 

 

Blessed Be

Misty

 

Monday June 4th, 2012

No blog today...