Tuesday, October 30th, 2012

Busy busy busy day. Glad it's over, well at least the work part! Now, home, dinner of tots and chili, yum!

Tomorrow is the weigh in in the Urgent Care... Ugh! Also, a pot luck, so I have to go get some cookies for the pot luck, not a good weight loss food? Ill stop at Walgreens in the morning, I am driving, because Cara has a dentist appointment. Robert is going to go to my moms to see her and Joe, still haven't figured out how to get him home without her bringing him... Don't really want to deal with her tomorrow. I want Samhain to be nice, this is the first one that we are really celebrating.

I also need to get candy on the way home tomorrow... I am sure it will be slim pickings by then, but that just means less chance that we will have any left over... You know... If we park the van right up to the gate, then we won't have trick or treaters... Turn off the security light, until around 9:00? It's a thought, then I don't have to go buy candy, or have a bunch of people buggin us... Oh, I do have to go buy the stuff to make s'mores... Oh well, can't watch a break! Lol? Seriously, if that is my biggest worry right now... I'm good!

Last night I had an odd dream, at this point I don't remember much, just that my ex husband was in it, he had not told his grandparents we were splitting up, so he wanted me to act like we were still together? The part that sticks with me the most is that we were camping in their back forty... I think that I miss Papa, and am sad that Nana has to live away from her home... T was an odd dream...

Oh well, whatever I ate before bed, no more of that! Haha

That is all for now!

Blessed Be!
Misty
)O(


Blessed Be
)O(

Monday, October 29th, 2012

What a long day! Oh, I do not enjoy getting up so early! I need a nap! I can't wait to get home and relax! At least with Cara not having a job anymore, I don't have to go get her! I can get into pajamas as soon as I get home, and not have to go out of the house again!

 

I WILL finish the rustish color that I am working on in the blanket this week! Maybe tonight I can work on gluing the pics in Diane's book, and maybe even look at cookie recipes with My Grrrl.

 

Who knows, the possibilities are endless, all that I do know is that I NEED to step tonight. And I NEED to stop eating so much over the weekends. I undo most of the hard work that I do over the week, in just two and a half days!

 

I am very much looking forward to our vacation! I have not felt like I am really EARNING a vacation in a while!

 

 

Well, back to it!

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

 

 

 

Saturday, October 27th, 2012

It's Saturday again, nice and chilly. A good day to stay in bed and crochet, alas, nope...life calls again. One good thing, today, Robert will get his dog doo chore done at my sisters, so I will not have to take him to do that tomorrow! Maybe tomorrow I can stay in bed, or at least in jammies all day!
I just need a downtime day... I am still fighting this stupid cold, and I just want to shake it and be back to myself! I suppose it doesn't help that I have been eating crap lately... I need to work on that, I need to get back onto the health kick that I was on. I have hit a plateau... How am I supposed to win the contest at work like this?

Sitting here in the Carmel waiting on Cara, cleaning out all the crap from the election mailings... Ill be glad when this is over!m

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Thursday October 25th, 2012

Someone upset My Grrrl today. I am not happy about it. I don't know what, but I do know who, I am not surprised. I just don't understand why people do the things that they do...

 

Tonight, I will be taking care of My Grrrl, my best friend, my wife, my favorite person to get into trouble with, to argue with, to make up with, to be silly with, to be lazy with, the giggle with... EVEN, to watch disgusting cysts being squeezed on YouTube with...

 

That is all for now!

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

Tuesday, October 23rd, 2012

Today is NOT my Dad's birthday! for years, I thought that it was! Maybe that is why I felt his presence so strongly yesterday, because I finally got it right this year!

 

This morning was Cara's student led conference. She is doing well, needs to pick it up in financial literary, but other than that... Love her advisory teacher. She was funny, caring and nice. She said the funniest thing, if I thought that I could get away with saying it, but I cannot! She said something to the effect of "good lord puddin'... blah blah blah" Just the way she said it! haha!

 

Now, I am on my last break of the day, I am having a hot flash and my back hurts so bad, it is almost unbearable... I think that I will not be able to walk from the bus stop. Might have to wimp out and ask for a ride... Not sure what I did, but I am feeling it now!

 

I think that I have PMS, because I am starving! And I just finished a helping of stew at lunch time! There's an app for that, and I just checked it, and Yep... I sure am... Oh that hurts my feelings! Wow, just realized that if I start when scheduled, I will start on the Full Moon... Figures! LOL

 

Well, time to get back to it!

 

 

 

Blessed Be

Misty

)O(

 

Monday, October 22nd, 2012

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

DAD!

 

You are missed and loved!

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

 

Saturday October 21st, 2012

What a day! We didn't make it to the wedding, but we did say a blessing for the couple, and we made a nice day of it!

We went to lunch, then to Hastings, then took Marie with us to go do some errands. That was nice.

Then we got home, Marie and I had Arby's for dinner, went to go get Cara, stopped at my sisters for a few minutes... That was fun.

Then off to bed. Now I am getting ready to head out for breakfast with my mom... I am going to try REALLY hard to NOT LET HER GET TO ME... I can do it, I can be strong!

On a side note... My Grrrl is making the BEST SMELLING pork stew. At this point, it is just the pork roast in the crock pot... I woke up around 3 wondering what that delicious smell was! I am surprised that I did not get up and sleep walk down to the kitchen!

Have a blessed day!



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Thor's Day October 18th, 2012

Last night My Grrrl and I went to see the Led Zeppelin movie! TOTALLY AWESOME! We got there nice and early and I got some crochet in while she and I talked. It was nice!

 

I did not work out this morning, and I am, once again, super flippin tired! All I want is to go home and go to bed! Soon, after the kids are in bed. Cara home from work, the bathroom...

 

Gotta go...

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

 

Wednesday, October 17th, 2012

So tired today! What in the world! Why can't I not be tired? I know that I am fighting this cold hat everyone else has had, but really!

 

My Grrrl and I are going to see a movie tonight, "Celebration Day". I am excited about it, but I am going to need a BIG Red Bull on our way to the movie!  To bad, since my morning routine getting to work has getting Robert to school, I cannot go in late, and thus sleep in... And it's not even like I can sleep in my office tomorrow! LOL!

 

I wish that I could take a little nappy-poo right now, but I have a meeting to go to in an hour. It is not often that I have to go to meetings too, but this one I am looking forward to! Getting billing off of my plate. I'd rather get Productivity off of my plate, but I will take what I can get!

 

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

 

 

 

Tuesday, October 16th, 2012

So tired today... getting buried under all of the new work that I have... Have to keep an eye on the light at the end of the tunnel... Soon, billing will not be mine anymore. I appreciate that my boss got that help for me...

 

I have phlegm issues, and I am fighting to stay awake.

 

Tonight, I want to work on Diane's book, and that is about it! I have to pick up Cara from work, but then, I am in bed!

 

Tomorrow night is the Led Zeppelin movie! Looking forward to that! Even though it is My Grrrl that is the super fan, I am excited, even if just to see her get excited! I know that she knows what I mean, how I am feeling... She went with me to see Weird Al, after all!

 

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

)O(

 

Friday, October 12th, 2012

This morning talking to my son about my mother, and what time she was coming to get him, he suggested that she could give me a ride to the bus, its kinda ugly outside, I told him that I could not depend on her to get me there in time... Then it hit me...

I CAN'T DEPEND ON MY MOTHER... I CAN'T DEPEND ON MY MOTHER... That is something that should not be news to me, yet it was like a lightbulb went off... And ill say this... It's painful to realize, even though I knew it...

I'm sitting here on the bus thinking of who I can depend on... My kids? To an extent, they are, after all, kids... My sister? Not really... My Grrrl is really the only one I could count on in a real emergency...Household stuff? That is a different thing, we have different ideas about what is what. Same with my Yule prepping... I don't want till the last moment on it, plus I want to make the season last long, and prepping for it at least let's ME be in that mood, but no one really understands me reasoning for things... I know that even in my Yule prepping, there are touches of my childhood issues, but that doesn't change the fact that I have turned it around, to attempt to make a negative a positive...is that so wrong?

Bottom line here, I think that for certain things, I can only count on myself...that is, maybe, the way that most people feel? I don't want to depend on others so much that my fate, choices, and outcomes are in hands other than my own...

 

So Mote It Be

Misty

)O(

Thursday -- Thor's day

Thursday -- Thor's day

Middle English thur(e)sday
Old English thursdæg
Old Norse thorsdagr "Thor's day"
Old English thunresdæg "thunder's day"
Latin dies Jovis "day of Jupiter"
Ancient Greek hemera Dios "day of Zeus".

Thor is the Norse god of thunder. He is represented as riding a chariot drawn by goats and wielding the hammer Miölnir. He is the defender of the Aesir, destined to kill and be killed by the Midgard Serpent.

Jupiter (Jove) is the supreme Roman god and patron of the Roman state. He is noted for creating thunder and lightning.

Zeus is Greek god of the heavens and the supreme Greek god.

Thursday, October 11th, 2012

TODAY IS 10.11.12!

 

Not much to blog about today, it has been CRAZY! And all of the running was not really for anything, it didn't solve the issue that was making me run around! That is frustrating! 

 

I am bloated and a little gassy. I am tired... My Grrrl is sick, Marie is getting over the same thing that has My Grrrl down. I want to give up and give in to the illness myself, or at least to the sleep that is beckoning me! Alas, I cannot at this time. Soon though, soon...

 

Tonight is a new Big Bang Theory! And I am SUPER excited about that! There is no school for the kids tomorrow, so Cara will be out late. I, will be going to bed early! EARLY EARLY EARLY... as in 5 minutes after dinner is done and cleaned up!

 

Tonight we will be having grilled cheese... or other assorted sammachs.... I am looking forward to it very much! I will heat up a piece or three of lunch meat and add those to the grilled cheese. Not just one kind of cheese, two or three... Gourmet baby!

 

This afternoon I will b working on the Zero Report... Boring! That is NOT going to help my tiredness! It is the essence of sleep educing! 

 

Well, I better go now and get back to the Zero Report. If I get it done early this month, I can not keep that to myself, and have some perceived free time! We'll see if that actually works out for me... Highly unlikely!

 

Blessed Be!

)O(

Misty

Wednesday October 10th, 2012

Thank Goddess, for a second there, I thought that it was only Tuesday! Alas, it is Wednesday.

I am sitting in a meeting,and it is BORING AS HELL! To make things worse, the lunch I was SO looking forward to, stunk! I ate a bit of my chicken, but it was kind of pink in the middle, no thank you!

I am so tired right at this moment... It is dark in here and I just ate a tortilla and some mashed potatoes! Not a good idea! When I go back to my office, I am going to drink some cold water, or tea, and see if that wakes me up at all!
Walking home will help, but that is not for 5 hours!

Wow, that hurts to write!

Last night My Grrrl taped me, I am happy to say that I have lost .5 of an inch all around, except my neck. Maybe more on my thighs, because we did it in a different place. Maybe I will do it again tonight, then again, maybe not!

I have had it with the Simpsons game, and I deleted it. I had to actually, because it would not even let me in anymore... Lame, even with the issues, I liked that game, and put up with it...

I better go, I think that I am next... Ugh!

Blessed Be!
)O( Misty )O(

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Monday October 8th, 2012

What a wonderful weekend we had! I am so sorry that it is over... Tonight is the Powder Puff Football game. Less than totally excited about it, but I am excited. It will be nice to do something in the fresh night air, at the same time... my throat hurts and I am not sure this will not make it worse!

 

Anyhow, back to the stoopid zero report!

 

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

Lovely Weekend

I have had a lovely weekend! Got a lot done. All except for the head-cold that am fighting, it has been a great weekend!

My Grrrl and I went to thrift shops, lunch, and have just enjoyed each others company.

Right now, we are in the Garage (A.K.A.) Crafting Room, and she is sewing, and I am taking a break from wrapping gifts...

Blessed Be!
Misty



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I Wonder

If there is a Reiki

candle for energy?

I could sure use it today!

 

 

Wednesday, October 3rd, 2012

I am dragging a little today. I had a banana at the bus stop, that was my breakfast, and I just had a yogurt... It tasted like garlic... note to self, wash my hands after I put away my bosses Humus, especially before I eat anything!

 

I cleaned up my office a little bit today, and I have much "stuff" to take back home!

 

Last night I stepped, not as much as I usually do, but to be honest, I could not have done more. And this morning, the same thing... I did what I could, but it drained me... I hope that it is just my cycle that is causing this, but I hope that I can snap out of it soon! I have a lot riding on my weight loss!

 

The holidays are fast approaching, and I feel like I have a million sticks in the fire... Is that the correct term? Doesn't feel right... Anyhow, I have a million things that I want to get done, and none of them are especially hard, or lengthy... I just need to clean up the garage a bit, and tackle one at a time.

 

Tonight, I will work on Diane's book, so that I can give it to my mother, and she can finish it. I have had it with her, and her controlling hoarding. Helping My Grrrl go through her trunk this weekend sealed it form me...Seeing all of the stuff that her mother has given her... Why can I not have a normal mother? When my sister moves, and I can finally pull away, and stay away, then where will she be? All alone with her "stuff"...

 

I am lucky that I have My Grrrl's family. Why is it that I can't let myself see and feel that as much as I should?

 

Anyhow, that is enough of that. Tonight, I scrapbook... Today, I look forward to scrap booking! LOL!

 

 

Blessed Be!

Misty

Monday, October 1st, 2012

Happy October!

 

Yesterday My Grrrl and I went to the Page Pride Festival. It was small, but very nice. I found some neat things, some of the best things were the yummy soaps!

 

I came into work early today to do Kronos, and it is a good thing, there was lots of screwy stuff going on, and it didn't help that my boss did stuff over the weekend, that messed with what I had going on...

 

Anyhow, I am tired, and I want to take a nap! Tonight is the big game between my team and My Grrrls, she is not going to watch the game with me, oh well. I guess I will watch it alone, and step... Her theory is that when she watches the games, her team losses, my team losses just about every game, so it matters not!

 

Today I have already eaten more calories than I should have and I have not even had dinner yet... :/~

 

I better step tonight, however, I might just sit on my booty and crochet while I weep at the game! LOL!

 

 

Blessed Be!

Misty