This is me...

Ranting, and writings and thoughts, and ideas, and the controlled randomness that is me...

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Thursday, September 26th, 2013

YAY! My boss is back. Now maybe I won't be so damn bored and stuck at work!
That is all!

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Tuesday, September 24th, 2013

Yesterday was Aunt Mary's funeral. It was standing room only! So many people love her. There was a wonderful story told about catching too many fish and getting them past the game warden. I can SEE her in that story.
 
I miss her so much, we are all saddened by her passing. What I would not give for one more of her hugs, and to hear it told yesterday, I am not nearly the only one in this world that feels that way.
 
My heart is hurting for all that miss her, but I am selfish right now, and it hurts for me. All I can do now, is try to live and love like Mary did. I know she was not perfect, and when we loose someone, we tend to remember only the good, but I know that she was more good than anything else, and I will just strive to do the good things that she did, and miss her for them, and love her for them, and count myself lucky for having been on the receiving end of them!

Friday, September 20, 2013

Friday, Sept 20th, 2013

Well, my homework didn't post, so I lost all my progress.
I haven't slept well in weeks.
My Grrrl is soul crushingly depressed and She is sick, that I know for sure, because I am getting it too...
We are all sad about the passing of a favorite Aunt, but I have to be strong for her... So I do what I can.  
 
What happens when you've been too,strong for too long?
 
I didn't want to go to class today, I don't want to be at work either, 
I don't want to be around people at all...
What I wouldn't give for a hotel room where no one can find me for a good 24 - 48 hours.
You know, with the good strong AC, and nothing good on TV, just sleep, wake for a shower, eat something, then back to sleep...
 

Last night Cara was texting me, just normal back and forth stuff, but every time my phone went off I wanted to chuck it out a window...

I feel like a paper bag at the market. My bottom is wet and I've been stuffed to full of things I until I can't possibly fit any more... I'm about to break, loose my bottom and shatter all the things I've been charged with carrying...

Sorry to vent here, but I was hoping that it would help...
 
Blessed Be
Misty
)O(

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Thursday, September 19th, 2013

I am glad that I stopped washing my hair with baking soda and rinsing with vinegar. Yesterday on the shuttle bus I was behind a lady who smelled like vinegar. STRONGLY...
 
Watching the 9th Doctor, the bad guy from Gone In 60 Seconds. Still like the 11th Doctor better. We'll see how I feel about the 10th Doctor when I get to him...
 
 
Blessed Be!
Misty
)O(

Monday, September 9, 2013

Shampoo Free Day... ?

So, I woke up late today, so I didn't have time to do my normal stuff when I got ready. I did wash and rinse with baking soda and vinegar yesterday, so... This morning, I did not need to wash with anything, I did use conditioner, and I left a tiny bit in, more out of rushing than anything else. My hair did feel more tangled with I flipped and tousseled it...Is that a word? I am pretty sure that it is, but spell check disagrees. Bite Me Spell Check! Stop trying to stifle my creativity!
 
Anyhow, didn't have time to do the two twists like I do either, so one barrette on top, not my favorite... Tonight, early to bed again, and MAYBE early to rise like I wanted???
 
 
Blessed Be!
Misty
)O(
 

Friday, September 6, 2013

Shampoo Free Fail

Today I had to use shampoo. Even after baking soda, the greasiness of the coconut oil would not come out. I used my curl shampoo and conditioner. My hair feels better, cleaner, softer. But my curls are weighed down and not as, curly...

So, either I can be green and have great curls with tangles and an unsettling feeling on my hair, or I can have nice feel, but less curl.

I think I will go back to green in the morning, and see how it goes, also, a trim might help one way or the other...

Blessed Be
Misty