This weekend was tiring! Graduation parties. Family birthday parties. Cleaning for, cleaning up after. End it all with the midnight stealing of My Grrrls car...Right out of the driveway. We did t get in bed until after 2:00. I doubt she slept much. I'm beat. I could fall asleep right here on the damn bus.
Today is Cara's 16th birthday. What a crappy start to her day. Not fair. Marie was awake when it happened, she said she wishes that she paid attention to Misha's barking and had gone to we what was going on. That is how My Grrrl knew it was gone. She heard the barking and a familiar car engine...and peeling tires. We live less than a minute from he freeway...the office who came out, was at the house pretty fast. I was still on the line with non-emergency police dispatch...he seemed hopeful. Said he was going to find it. The insurance lady was less optimistic. I should hear from my claim lady today. They called her something but I can't remember what. Basically she is handling my case. I love my insurance.
My Grrrl called her mom. Just a reflex I guess, right? She texted Bug too, our girlfriend... She can be great. Most of the time she is. She was all over it. Nothing really she can do, but she was there to offer. She's gonna take Marie to CNM today, to get her stuff squared away.
Tonight is Robert's last band concert. Not feelin it. Neither is he. But, it's the last one, so we do what we must. Not sure what my plan of attack is for the rest of the day. So much to do. So many little things, phone calls, junk like that...not feelin ANY of it.
Just want to sleep. Want to go back home, grab my baby, go upstairs, get nekkid and go to sleep in each others arms. We need the bubble more than ever right now...
I'm not even going to let myself get any more down. I might never come back up. The whole "1 step forward 2 steps back" thing. Feels like that today, no doubt...I'm so tired...long day ahead. Looking forward to making love to My Grrrl, and falling asleep in her arms.
Is it terrible to wish terrible things on the bastard that took her car? I find myself looking inward to see what I or we did to deserve this. How was this something that Karma thinks we deserve?!
I just walked a little old lady to the shuttle...Karma, can I either have our car back or some understanding?
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