Tomorrow is my aunt Robbie and uncle Gary's anniversary. I am not sure how long they have been married. I really should know that...shame on me. I know that they don't see this blog, but I am so happy for them. She has told me about some of the hard times that they have had, and they have made it threw, pretty happy. I know that they are happy, in my mind at least, because the same way that my grandad used to say "Dammit Inez!" Is the same way that Uncle Gary says " Well Robbie!" So yeah to them!
Today is Craft Fair Update day. I will tell you this right now, but I am drained and I don't really feel like even thinking about doing any crafts! I don't want to do any needle crafts, crochet, etc, I want to do the tea cup bird feeders, that sounds fun, so my plan is to take all the stuff out this weekend and inventory it all, and see what I can make....
Right now I am talking to the girlfriend and I am sorry to hear about all of the drama that she had last night, but I can't help but feeling that it is her own fault for going over to her sisters house, after she KNEW this drama would happen, and low and behold it did. Not only did she have drama, but she drank and tried to drive... Whatever...not my problem. UGH She asked what I thought and I told her a condensed version of it. You know that you are not supposed to drink.... You know that you shouldn't drive. No matter if you think that you are alright... But you are a grown up and I am not going to tell you what to do. There was silence and then " Wow, that was a a really short version, and this is the next morning" Not even sure what that means... Anyhow Then my boss walked in and I told her "well, let me know..." I don't know if she realized that my boss walked in, or if she thinks that I am being short with her. I don't really care either way. I understand being a friend, and I understand supporting your friends. But she does these things to herself. We all make mistakes. I get it. And, really, who am I to judge. But, Karma, what lesson am I supposed to take away from this? She does a thing, over and over, that is not only dangerous, but has touched my life in a negative way more than once. It is hard to support and forgive and accept her with her faults, when her faults could kill someone. My faults, as many as they are, won't kill anyone. Although, I am not much better than her. I drove to Wal-Mart after I smoked... Not much better is it? Not as bad. but not much better...
Karma, show me the path please?
Anyhow...
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