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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Wednesday, October 3rd, 2012

I am dragging a little today. I had a banana at the bus stop, that was my breakfast, and I just had a yogurt... It tasted like garlic... note to self, wash my hands after I put away my bosses Humus, especially before I eat anything!
 
I cleaned up my office a little bit today, and I have much "stuff" to take back home!
 
Last night I stepped, not as much as I usually do, but to be honest, I could not have done more. And this morning, the same thing... I did what I could, but it drained me... I hope that it is just my cycle that is causing this, but I hope that I can snap out of it soon! I have a lot riding on my weight loss!
 
The holidays are fast approaching, and I feel like I have a million sticks in the fire... Is that the correct term? Doesn't feel right... Anyhow, I have a million things that I want to get done, and none of them are especially hard, or lengthy... I just need to clean up the garage a bit, and tackle one at a time.
 
Tonight, I will work on Diane's book, so that I can give it to my mother, and she can finish it. I have had it with her, and her controlling hoarding. Helping My Grrrl go through her trunk this weekend sealed it form me...Seeing all of the stuff that her mother has given her... Why can I not have a normal mother? When my sister moves, and I can finally pull away, and stay away, then where will she be? All alone with her "stuff"...
 
I am lucky that I have My Grrrl's family. Why is it that I can't let myself see and feel that as much as I should?
 
Anyhow, that is enough of that. Tonight, I scrapbook... Today, I look forward to scrap booking! LOL!
 
 
Blessed Be!
Misty

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