I WILL learn to knit

OK, so it might not seem like it right now, but I'm not going up! I
got 2 book from the library, 1 that's not what I thought, and the
other than my Grrrl said was useless to her. I am a visual learner, so
I tend to believe her...my oldest daughter also found me a DVD at when
we were at the library...she and I just watched it, maybe I'm to
tired, maybe it's because I just woke up, or I'm still sick, but I
couldn't get what that lady was showing us! We even put I on slow
motion, each time either of thought we had it, we didn't...UGH!
One of the nurses at work told me she would teach me, but we don't
work together often, and now hat my schedule is changing, even less
so... Now, should she tell me "lady, you suck, give it up" I'm not
giving up...
I don't think that I had this much trouble learning to crochet, but
that was, in my opinion, because I spent all those summers in the den
with Gramma, I learned a bit by osmosis, and then, I watched my grrrl
when her mom taught her, and I got it. From there, teaching myself
other stitches, was pretty simple! Funny thing is, the way my grrrl
crochets, is NOT the way I do it...? Funny! Osmosis & watching, I got
it...But this, is harder!
I'm taking my youngest daughter to a friends now, then back to bed for
work tonight ( AFTER I play a card game with my son! ) maybe I'll have
time to YouTube tonight at work. Not giving up. I want a pair of socks
by Xmas! OK, maybe that goal is a bit hardy, but I'm not stopping!
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