So In Love!

Oh my gosh, I am so flippin in love with my grrrl right now! I think
that it is true what they say "that which does not kill you, makes you
stronger" and it goes for relationships too. We are, in my opinion,
stronger than we have ever been!
I am happy to be here! It's a great time to be me, because I have a
grrrl that loves me as much as I love her! And that's a lot!
Last night she said she was afraid she would wake up and this would
have been a dream. Sometimes I fear that she is just playing it up,
and then she will drop a bomb on me..." don't really love you, wanted
to hurt you like you hurt me" but those moments are fleeting, and
highly unlikely. No one is THAT good of an actor!
I love her, and I have to have faith, and trust and I do... Without
trust, there cannot be pure love...

I think that that is part of the problems that I have had in past relationships. I didn't trust the other person, I didn't trust the relationship, I didn't trust the situation. I just didn't trust the love. I trust this love, as much as I can. I have trust issues. My grrrl knows this and she is still around, busting her butt to prove herself, and our love to me. Something she should not have to do, but does. It is not her responsibility to prove that her love is true. That love in general is true, but she does. She shows me everyday in everything that she does.

I love her laugh. It is the best sound that I have heard since I heard the first cries of my kids when they were born...

I love her smile. It is pure sunshine and joy concentrated on her beautiful face.

I love her ideas, I love her thoughts, I love her actions, I love her hands... I love her feet...

I love that she loves me, and that she lets me love her, and that we are growing strong and stronger each day, together. That is the key to it all. TOGETHER. That we both want TOGETHER FOREVER. That is the key to making it work...

I love my grrrl...